August 9, 2004
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Jami
I just wanted to let you know wherever you are, and whatever happens I am still here. You can call me anytime, and even if its midnight or mid day just call me and I will find a way to help you. I just read your note and I am so worried.
You have all my contact details, so just call me, whether collect or not. Just let me know. I am wondering where you are right now, what you are doing, if you are ok, if you're not hurting. I had a little step sister before, and I never cared for her as much as I care for you, mainly because she was a witch, but I'm sure she is ok by now. I know that things seem bad, and that you are emotionally in a bad way right now, but please remember your promise, you won't do anything harmful without talking to me first, please never forget I am here, and I will do what I can to help you. I know this is the best way to reach you, and even if a lot of people can read this, then I can deal with that, as long as you get to see it, as long as you know I am here, and nothing that will happen to you can break you, because you have me here to pick up the pieces with you.
I can only imagine what you are about to go through or are going through but I believe in you, and you are amazingly strong and incredibly resillient, and I know that no matter what happens we can get through it, you have me to get through it, so sis wherever you are, and whatever happens I will help you, in anyway I can, just get in contact with me. I will get you whatever you need. I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes little sis. I will pray god keeps you safe always, and that soon I will hear from you.
I love you sis
and you will never be alone, no matter what happens. I promise you.
Comments (9)
well theres not really any clue as to why shes acting so selfishly on here Nataly...
guy troubles..? parent troubles..? friends troubles..? a bereavement?...a million unanswered questions and well lets hope she comes back, but will the reason she went be resolved before she returns or her disapeareance will have been for nothing...
take care Nataly, its you who needs the hugs and love
Ronny x
i hope everything is okay! its always good to know someone out there cares about you.. im sure whoever you are referring to, will realize that too! hope u have a wonderful day~!
You are there as you have always been...she will call when she needs you...
baby sorry if i sounded a little mean earlier..i didnt eman to be...you know certain things and people piss me off and i just say things as they are...
love u lots babe...and you know why
Ronny x
Hope that your sis will return to you again. God bless.
just give her the time to read this.....
You have the kindest heart sis! I pray that your friend is okay.
This is Jim, Jami's "step" dad.... I am really glad she has friends who care about her, but I feel you should know that she has greatly exsagerated (spelling) (most) things in her log--
She is a wonderful person, but she is also a confused 16 year old.... She and I had most of our fights lately, concerning Joe, and her relationship with him-- She (and he) have maintained that they are only friends, and nothing ever happened....but I know my daughter, and knew she was lying... and it was re-inforced through her log... She would say in one sentance how she hasn't lied to me in a month and a half, and the next sentence she was talking about talking to Joe all night after I go to sleep--
I don't expect any of you to believe all I am saying, although it is the truth...but after reading (the whole thing) I am unsure how to deal with her-- For all her friends out there, she DID NOT CUT herself, that was just for attention, there is NO marks on her at all-- Also, she is NOT in trouble for all this, except her internet privleges are greatly restricted, for obvious reasons-- (I will let her come post something soon, just so you all don't keep worrying--)
If any of you have something to say to me (good or bad) e-mail me at kmk420kali@comcast.net
(I will not be a dick to you, I can be sometimes, but nothing like the picture Jami painted of me--
Peace to all of you, and take care-- Jim
You have such inspiring entries. I was reading a friend's xanga and found a link to one of your past entries about a young girl named Jade. I know it was a long time ago, but new to me. So if it means anything at this time, I am sorry for your loss. Anger, and love were the two feelings I felt pulsating through my heart while reading that entry. It's unfortuante that those two extremes have to have such a close link to one another. Although I have not lost a friend, I have lost an uncle. Out of all the people in my family, the horrible grandmother, or the very inconsiderate aunt, the most innocent man I have ever met had cancer. The way I look at it that helps a little is actually a song. Only the good die young. And he was 39, when he passed. The day before his 40th birthday.
I'm sorry for bringing this up again. But it's hard for me not to say anything after reading such an amazingly put entry.
If that is your daughter (the young girl with the red shirt on) she is a very adorable kid! Congratulations! I still have a while before I have to think about a family, but I love the idea of having one! Good luck in your life and I wish you the best of luck!
~Shane
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